We all have these great ideas. We often feel like we know it all and and can take on anything that comes our way, but that isn’t always the case. The very moment you think you’ve got it all figured out is the same moment when you find out that you were simply thinking too hard and overlooking what was right in front of you. For years I have been trying to figure out what it is that gets me going – what gives me drive. What I have always come back to is my writing, but there is still more to the story than what I think.
There is the plan that I have devised and want to go through with, and then there is the plan that has already been set in stone. The hard part comes when I have to decide which way to go – to the left with my ego or to the right with my inner guide. The ego has taken me many places, and I have seen many things. I have met many people and had various beneficial and painful experiences. But now I am at a point where I have to listen to my inner guide or be blocked into the life the ego has planned.
Attunement with The Cosmic does wonders; it allows me to see things I haven’t seen before. It has brought me to a point in life that I thought would never be possible, and it has also shown me that I have underestimated myself for a very long time. I have sought high and low for passions that have been with me all along. I have tried to “fit in” with the masses and what they are trained to believe is “the right way” to get through life and succeed. Now, as I take my life into my own hands and far away from the depths of darkness that most of the world dwells in, I see a new path – I see the Divine Plan.
What is the plan? Is the plan to go forth with the life of completing mundane tasks for mundane people in a mundane world, or is it to break free from the world of chains, bondage and darkness into a world of light, freedom and creativity? The latter is what has been chosen for me, and what is most scary is that I actually believed that so much was unattainable. I actually believed that I wasn’t worthy of the Illumination that dwell within me, and I was surely incorrect in that assumption.
Sometimes figuring out the “right thing” to do doesn’t depend so much on what you like to do, it also depends on what you are meant to do. You can love to do many things, but if any of those things are not your true destiny, then road blocks will constantly pop up until you are ready to submit to your Higher Calling. Submission is one’s greatest test in life, for many of us feel more comfortable going along with the status quo. We want to feel accepted and validated, and that often includes being mediocre to avoid criticism and “hate” that comes from those who are inferior.
I say, rise – rise up to the challenge. Rise above those who seek to keep you down and soar beyond the limits that others feel should be imposed upon you. As I fly forward, I honestly have no idea where I will end up. However, I am glad that I have submitted, and I know that I am going in the “Right” direction.
They say that Schizophrenia is a mental disorder that hinders a person from being able to tell the difference between real and unreal experiences. A “loss of touch with reality” is always labeled as being crazy, but what is reality to say that anyone has “lost touch” with it? How do we know that we aren’t simply experiencing multiple dimensions of one reality? The Reality.
The New Age Movement is preaching that we are at a time of Great Change, and we are. The planet is apparently ascending into a new realm of existence, and we, humanity, are ascending along with it. This ascension, as it relates to humanity, is into the 5th dimension, an existence of Light, Love and Purity. This is a spiritual transformation that will have physical and metaphysical affects on us all. For all of my life, I have been a 4th dimensional being, waiting to fully express her Self. I not only experience this 3-D physical experience, but I connect to the spiritual realm as well. As a young one, I would often have dreams that would manifest. I would “foresee” things or events. It scared me, as I was young and did not understand what was going on, so I repressed the talent.
Now, I have come to accept my full spiritual, 4-D self. I allow myself to experience what is directly in front of me, in the physical and the metaphysical. I am moving towards the point where not only do my dreams manifest, but my thoughts manifest also. If I feel that I do not want something or someone, it manifests exactly that way. I also have experiences in which I have dreams and even write out certain events that have happened in the past.
The Will of the Ride: There was a day in which I had to go grocery shopping. I had to plan out my course of action in obtaining a ride home, as I do not drive. There is an older man that gives cheap rides that I will often call upon, but on that day, I had no real want to deal with him, as he tends to “work my nerves”. The potential downside to this feeling was that I would have had to pay more money for a cab, and I had it made up in my mind that I wanted to pay no more than $10. After I completed my shopping, I called the older man for a ride and got his voice mail. I then had my mother call for a cab, and the cab driver gave me a ride without running the meter. I was only charged $10 for the ride, just as I willed it to be.
A Channeled History: As I am working on a new novel entitled Royal Blood, I spent a whole night brainstorming what I wanted the story to be and how I wanted it to play out. I discussed it with my family and got plenty of good feedback and ideas for a epic tale. Last week, I viewed a YouTube video that had yet another alternative story of creation that actually links together all of the current ones that we know and may love today. As I was reading the scanned texts in the video, I literally read what I had written out a few weeks prior. To keep from telling my book, I will simply say that the event was uncanny, and it caused me to remember various dreams I have had over time. I now feel that I have visited past worlds, and that is if I haven’t actually lived in them.
The Dream Job: The other day, I had a dream that I was in a mall that I used to work at. I was on a job interview and my chances of getting the job were looking pretty bright. As I walked through the mall after the interview, I ran into an old friend of mine and we were talking about how things at her place of work were doing, as well as the interview I had just been on. I awakened out of my sleep wondering why I was having such dreams, as life experience through the will of The Cosmic showed me that retail was not where I needed to be. I remember saying to myself, half asleep, “Why am I dreaming of this place? Oh well, I need some money.” As I was falling back into my slumber, my phone rang. I answered, and it was a friend of mine calling me with a business proposition.
The Twin Soul: This is my hardest challenge yet. For about 6 months now, I have been racking my brain like crazy trying to figure out why I have such a connection to a man in this world that seems untouchable, at least until now. As I do more research on this young man, I find more and more similarities between he and myself. There are parallels in our interests, career choices and even our names. The first signal that there may be something beyond this 3-D limited consciousness was our middle names. Our middle names are the same word with two letters switched around. I like to think of this as the manifestation of our Yin/Yang connection, as his name is the male version of the word and my name is the female version. I began to think that maybe he was being “shown” to me and my feelings developed in the way they had, because I needed to heal myself in order to be able to connect to the Divine Love that is out in the world for me.
On a Sunday, about two weeks ago, after a day of spiritual regenerating, I had found a peace within myself and The Connection I was experiencing. I had accepted the fact that I have a connection to him that cannot be explained, and I was willing to be at peace with that and love him unconditionally. I was ready to positively let him go and be happy in his life, as he is already in a relationship that he thinks he is happy in. Just as I was affirming that I could let go in peace, a Facebook friend of mine posted a picture of this individual on my profile “wall”. This warmed my heart and I was pleased. He struck up conversation around, what I would like to believe is, the object of my infatuation. My friend brought up something about My Love’s dating life, and I double checked to make sure I was right in knowing what’s going on. Now before I continue, I must make clear that a few months ago I had daydreams about meeting My Other Half and his current girlfriend in a karaoke bar. Why a karaoke bar, I did not know. But on that Sunday when I had to double check my sources, I found an old news article saying that my Soul Twin had, in fact, met his current girlfriend in a karaoke bar. This was officially a moment that left no room for doubt.
I have “a gift”, as a friend tells me. I am more than a 3-dimensional manifestation of abstractions, and in all honesty, we all are. We all have “gifts”. We all have “special” talents. Most importantly, we all have Divine Connections to things, people and places that simply cannot be explained in a rational manner, unless one is speaking to a mystic. I have said in a previous post, Divine Purpose: The Light Worker, that my spirit body has manifested here on Earth many times, originally from a planet in the Sirius Star system. I recall a name of mine, from a past life, being Aseenah, which translates to: I See Now. I now see who I Am, and what I am capable of. I remember much, and things are becoming clearer by the day, even by the moment. I understand that I have a “gift” of Sight, and I See a lot now.
See your Self. Look for your gifts, and embrace them. I have done this for myself, and I am enjoying every moment of it, including the moments when I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not.
In the meantime, as I await the physical union of myself and my Twin, I shall share with you all a song and music video by Rihanna that seems to be VERY relevant these days. Enjoy!
We all tend to believe that we have some “special” or divine purpose attached to our individual existences on this three-dimensional, Earthly plane. Most of us want to figure out what that purpose is, but the real question is: Has it already been presented before our eyes? Have we seen it- or overlooked it? For myself, my Earthly purpose has been known all of my life. My purpose is to write. Yet, I have only begun to discover and understand my Divine Purpose, and the more that I embrace it, the more that everything becomes clear and I understand my true place in the world, and The Cosmos.
To keep from tainting you with the specifics of my purpose, I shall be brief and somewhat vague. I am a Divine Being. I am a Light Being. These two, we do have in common, but my Divine Purpose and Mission is unique to me. I am now allowing myself to connect to various experiences in my infinite existence. I am beginning to connect with parts of my infinite past, such as my existence in the Sirius star system as Princess Aseenah of what we know to Earth as Xylanthia. I have done some research on my birth names, as well as my Sirian name, and I have found meanings that are extremely relevant to my existence, further confirming that what I am experiencing is Truth and Light at it’s finest.
With this confirmation, I have come to accept that there are other elements, signs and “things on my mind” that must be true. For if one of my “thoughts” is actually Divine Fact, then all the other “thoughts” must be as well. These are “thoughts” that come from my subconscious, not from my conscious, imaginative mind. I have always known what I have to do, which is to see Earth through Her transition into the next dimension, or usher in The Golden Age. The Cosmic has now shown me where, how and with whom my mission is to be carried out. Although these recent developments are Out of This World, which is a bit scary to my Earth mind and body, I am glad to know that I am not a “crazy person”. I feel more whole. I feel more complete. I no longer feel lost, and my focus is more clear that it ever has been.
So I ask thee, what is your Divine Purpose? What is your Divine Mission? I will inform you, that the Divine is not of this planet alone. The Earthly wonders and material-based goals that we set are only a small facet of The Bigger Picture. We must look deeper, into the Stars and into Our Selves. Has The Cosmic contacted you yet? Did you see what you were meant to see? Did you hear what you were meant to hear? Only you will Gno.
We are all Light beings, knowledgeable and powerful. The power of our mind is what makes us a bit different from the other species on this planet, but not so much different from other species in the cosmos. One thing that we all strive to gain more than knowledge is power. We want power over our selves, our lives, our environment, and often times each other. The paradox is, we want to know and have such power so badly, but when we gain that power, or activate it within ourselves, we either don’t believe it or we don’t know what to do with it.
My life has been an interesting journey, to say the least. I have seen and done many things in my time here on Earth. One thing I have done is avoid acknowledging my inner and outer natural powers. In my blog post, The Spirit of New York (11/14/2011), I elaborated on experiences that I have had with the spirit world such as hearing disembodied voices and so on. This is just once facet of my connection with other dimensions and realities. Throughout my life, I have experienced moments in which I realised that something I had foreseen in a “day dream”, or in an actual dream in the realm of sleep, had come to pass in real life. There was a physical manifestation.
For instance, when I was 16, I had a dream about going to San Francisco to see my mother in a house where my room had blue walls. At the end of 2011, an event happened and my mother’s home was repainted blue on the inside. It was painted a shade of blue close to what I saw in my dream, and my mother also had an opportunity to work in San Francisco at the time. Realising that elements from an old dream came to be a reality was an eye-opener for me to what abilities I had within my being.
In the last year or so, I have become more conscious of my ability to visualise something in my mind and then being able to create it with my hands, another physical manifestation of what I visually project in my mind. I have thought up positive things, such as a very tasty sandwich, and I have thought up negative things, such as a person who has hurt me in the past showing up at my door. This is very overwhelming as things good and bad can manifest from a simple thought. I have to be careful as this power is a bit tricky as well. There are moments when I consciously think something into existence, and there are moments when I unconsciously think something into existence. I speak things into existence as well. I can say a name or bring up a topic, and then something relevant will manifest, if not the person or thing itself.
I do not care to have power over any one other than myself. I really do not care to have power over anything other than myself. My powers are divine and they are real. They are becoming more apparent, and I am becoming more consciously aware of them, and embracing them as well. We are all Divine Beings. We all have power, knowledge and light within us. The time has come for us to fear ourselves no more. We must reconnect with Our Selves and our Greater Existence. We must believe what we see, hear, feel and experience. The time has come for us to become one with The All, and know that we are a part of something beyond what our minds can process at this time. Know Thy Self. Be Thy Self. Acknowledge your power within, and bring it without.
The following is a documentary that attempts to explain the symbolism of The Holy Bible and how to achieve Gnosis in order to get to the Garden of Eden, which could potentially be heaven. What do you think?
